I will be back to work a month from now but am I ready? Not YET. Physically NOT. I have nothing to wear to work! My old jeans don’t fit me anymore and I dread fitting my slacks and skirts and my whole corporate dress, i know they will not fit. Emotionally NOT. Now is the time I think about my little one and the day I have to get back to work is like going to a war field. This is the hardest moment of being a working mom. Its really hard to leave her but the thought that my mother would take care of her while am at work is comforting enough, I know she will be taken care of very well. Mentally NOT. Staying at home for five months, I don’t know what’s waiting for me at work. Seriously, I already forget what to do. But that’s a big challenge for me, and am looking forward to face all that challenges.
The remaining weeks I need to prepare myself physically, mentally and emotionally. Even if I want to choose to just stay at home and be with my children 24/7 I can’t. I guess, that’s the painful way it has to go for working moms.
